I’m extremely fed up with most things around me. I could pull my hair out and scream. I bottle up all of my frustration and irritation, so when I’m alone or something little as bump my toe I cry….. it just spills out, almost like a waterfall.
I know I’m going insane. There’s no other explanation for it. When i get asked what’s wrong, I say what’s wrong. But i get asked again and again and again. It’s like no one here’s what I’m saying. I’m being clear when I speak. BUT no one seems to give a shit. Anxiety attack? Nope, no one gives a fuck, cause you still scream, insulting me. I’ve gone straight back to things I did to solve the pain. I’m done. I give up on it all. My humanity is gone, I don’t care for it.
Happy? I don’t care.
Insulted? I don’t care.
Scared? I don’t care.
Sad? I don’t care.
Mad? I don’t care.
Love? I don’t care.
I have myself. I trust only myself. And talk to no one.